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i m going to blog in chinese... Labels: love all
我好抱歉，使我误会了你，希望你不要生的气。我当时是一时之气，才会把你写成这样。我只想告诉你我很爱你。最近，我有两位好友即将翻脸，我真的很难过。他们所面对的是我在去年与另一位好友之间的感情决裂了。我很清楚那种痛苦是无法形容。我不希望他们走上我这条路，不要他们像我之前那么伤心。我曾经想与那位友人复合，他爱面子的我确没有这么做， 满后悔的。我不知道她还想与我做朋友， 因为她好像已经忘了我，交了新朋友。
ok, i shall end here cos my show is here now....
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Recently, i found out tht many things around me have changed without my notice... so secretive and slow. Labels: yuxian love
I have not talk to someone(miss y) whom i was very close to for a long long time. My childhood companion(miss a) have distanced away from me... maybe i was the one tht distance away?!I have no control over these changes and i m sad abt these changes. However, everything now is inevitable and planned for me. So, i just hv to adapt to it , rite? We were very close but the feeling of friend and family have long faded as we grow up. I love her... but it is hard for us to return to the past when we can share anything under the sun. I wanted to tell her in face tht I can longer share wif her as i dun feel secure anymore but i m afraid to hurt her. So, i hope Miss A doesnt force me to share stuff against my will. I make new group of friends tht i love alot and i hope tht she will use them to say that i m biased and tht i ignore her. I need to socialise and tht is my freedom. It does not mean tht i m longer yr friend becos i make new, closer friends. WE are friends but no good frens as before! Do u understand? As for miss Y, i mention before in my posts... I have decided after many suggestions and analysis of my peers n close frens( qiaokemeimei:). MY DECISION: leave the problem cos i knw tht i dun hv the ability to solve it in tis critical year. Most importantly , i need time to continue searching for wat i actually want cos i believe tht we are not suitable cos we do face changes in the journy of life. I will not blame anyone for this consequences, but is tht our fate hav ended. I cannot accept the major changes in you , so i will step out so tht we will feel better and happier. there is no point having a relationship tht will not reap but continue the sorrows and negative emotions. I will like you to be happy .... aknowlegements:Dorcas Shayna Chua for giving me support all the time and chat wif me when i am feeling sadSarah teng for accompanying me home everyday and work wif me in many projects. Her funny expressions always make me laugh. lastly... teaching me stuffs lik maths celeste Ong( jiejie) for tolerating me in my messiness , nonsense and loud noises. She always provide me wif good ideas n advices. she is always there for me in times of blurness, dilemma, stress-ing. I always Love her ...SzeYue for being my relationship advisor these few weeks. sorry to bother u during tis hectic time LIYi the mmah... sharing my feeling wif u is the best cos i get comfort and it helps me to organise my feelings and reality.
